屁眼

NOVEMBER 18, 2013
I’m a couple streets down your house right where the community pool is and it’s all rusty because who goes swimming in the winter? It’s the only place that doesn’t smell like you
DELIVERED 7:30 AM
READ 9:15 AM

DECEMBER 8, 2013
I didn’t wanna smoke but nothing els can make me higher than you, Maybe not even a couple matches and a plastic bag filled with green clouds.
DELIVERED 8:45 PM
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DECEMBER 10, 2013
You told me to count all the stars while the sun is out and that’s how much you care. I still don’t know if that meant you don’t care or do so so much
DELIVERED 3:10 AM
READ 8:12 AM

JANUARY 3, 2014
You never told me you love me and you didn’t act like it either. I don’t know what gave me the idea you did or ever would.
DELIVERED 5:57 PM
READ 6:01 PM

JANUARY 12, 2014
I don’t look up at the sky when it’s dark anymore to see the stars because you’re the brightest light I’ve ever seen and you blind my mind, You should be a little more like the sun and start blinding my eyes.
DELIVERED 10:25 PM
READ 11:14 PM

MARCH 8, 2014
I met someone new. He thought I could save him and I probably could’ve but hes not you and right when I remembered that I ran out the back door while he was by his car waiting for me to drive us to our spot to watch the sunset again. He probably watched it from inside his car and maybe even slept there that night.
DELIVERED 9:27 PM
READ 9:28 PM

MAY 19, 2014
I lit some notes on fire with a lighter and threw them in the toilet so I could flush it away but it didn’t burn and it wouldn’t go down, Is that what you tried to do with me?
DELIVERED 5:20 AM
READ 8:03 AM

MAY 28, 2014 
A boy whistled at me today maybe because my shorts were a little too short and my shirt was a little too tight, I turned and smiled thinking maybe he knows you and he could tell you how he saw this girl and you could feel your chest fall into your stomach when you realize it’s me but you won’t care and still don’t care. Did you ever ?
DELIVERED 7:37 PM
READ 7:38 PM